January 2011
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April 2010
3 posts
Girl 1,
I love drinking cold water on an empty stomach. You can feel the water go straight to your stomach. It’s a satisfying feeling.
March 2010
1 post
February 2010
17 posts
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Girl 1,
It’s a little scary how easy resisting food and not eating at all is becoming.
Girl 2,
I remember being a little younger, and seeing/hearing about how girls are so obsessed with their weight and being skinny… and I remember thinking “I will not be that girl” but look at me now. I haven’t eaten all day. I am so ashamed.
Girl 1,
Today has been so good. Girl 2 and I decided to fast.
Breakfast- black coffee
Lunch- diet soda
Dinner- black coffee
It’s only 5:30, I’ll just end up drinking water the rest of the day/night.
0 calories for me, halle-fucking-lujah!
Surprisingly my stomach doesn’t even hurt. I’m just…empty. I love it. I feel accomplished, I hope everyone else has had a good day :)
Girl 1,
I will not feel pretty no matter how many times you tell me I am, I will not feel comfortable with myself until you can see all of my bones…I will not feel pretty nor comfortable until I am stick thin.
Girl 2,
I love the feeling I get when I realize my bones are starting to come out even more..I like the feel of my shoulder blades and collar bones and hip bones and ribs and everything else.
Girl 1,
As soon as my stomach started rumbling, I lit myself a cigarette. Hunger is gone in a matter of seconds. Phew.
January 2010
51 posts
Girl 1,
On the bright side…I just looked at my body and I’m starting to see my bones better. Even though I ate more than I should’ve, I’m seeing progress. It’s okay to mess up once or twice…as long as you get back on track.
Right?
Girl 2,
I just want to be skin and bones.
Girl 2,
I don’t giva fuck if I’ll look “sick” if I lose ten pounds. Its my body. I can do what I want.
OH and I wish my mom would stop trying to make me eat.
Girl 2,
Today’s been good. I haven’t eaten much at all. Cigarettes on an empty stomach are so much better than cigarettes on a full stomach.
Thanks to all our new followers! <33
Girl 1,
I have never felt so disgusting. I just want to rip all this fat off of my body…I wish that was actually possible.
Girl 2,
I’ve been starving all day. I’ve only had a little food, and I exercised for two hours. Why do I still feel disgusting?
Girl 1,
The only thing I’ve had to eat today is a few crackers for breakfast, 3 or 4 small bites of rice, along with 2 bottles of water and a sip of diet mountain dew to drink. I can feel how empty my stomach is. It’s a satisfying feeling…but at the same time I’m thinking about all the food my mom just bought, all of my favorite things. My stomach’s rumbling so loud. I just...
Girl 2,
Well, today was okay. I ate a little breakfast, then 100 calorie animal crackers at lunch. I went for a walk after school for about an hour. I ate dinner though. It was quite a bit..so I threw some of it up. I feel pretty bad about it though. I haven’t done that in over a month…there goes all my progress. Anyway, I ate a little more about two hours ago.
Oh well. Tomorrow’s a new...
Girl 1,
Today was one of the slowest days of my life. I ate a little bit of breakfast, then at lunch I ate some chips. I felt okay, I felt good…because that is a lot less than what I usually eat. I felt in control. Then I got home from school…and I completely ruined it. I was really mad at myself for awhile, but then I realized It’s the first day…It’s supposed to be hard.
...
Girl 1,
ABC diet starting tomorrow. I’m very determined and motivated right now. I know I can do this, and I know I can get my body the way I want it to be…It just takes restriction, work, and patience. I’m tired of envying all the girls with the perfect bodies, their bones sticking out in all the right places. Girl 2 and I are going to take before and after pictures so you can see our...
I just want collarbones that can "catch the rain"...
Is that too much to ask for?
“I drink coffee like water and I still never know what to say. I still...”
Girl 2,
Okay, so I was sitting in my bathtub thinking about the next few weeks. Then I started thinking about Benjamin Franklin and this thing he did when he was a teen. He practiced one good quality every week until he perfected it..like not drinking, or not talking to much. I’ve decided to take his idea, but do it differently. Like every week, I will pick something I’m not going to eat. Like...
Girl 2,
I feel like every time I stand infront of a mirror, I dislike everything I see.